4th Jan 2011

Since I don't have to work for awhile, I try to let go all the stuff that relate to work which occupies my mind and sometimes creates so much anxiety in me. And now, I just stopped reading emails from my Blackberry.

Having the freedom not to worry about work (for awhile), I thought I would be able to rest and relax more. But, what I did not know is that, the toilet visit at night gets more frequent, and sleeping gets more uncomfortable with a big watermelon (your tummy looks like watermelon when you are carrying a girl) on your belly. The thighs get more swollen and moving around gets harder.

So, what did I do on the 7th day before delivery? Still very ambitious with my shopping list, I only managed to clear 1 item, which is nursing bra, and I went home and headed straight to bed. Nevermind about rearranging my wardrobe, throwing away old things that take up space, reading baby books, etc... I will do those tomorrow... and will let the confinement lady teach me how to take care of my baby instead of reading.

I wonder is this pure tiredness from pregnancy or excuses for laziness?