1st Jan 2011

1st Jan 2011 is the 10th day countdown to my baby's birthday.

We have decided to go for a planned Cesearean to welcome the little girl on 11.01.2011 instead of waiting for natural birth. As the date is getting closer, we, no, I started to feel a little panic as we have not get all the stuff ready yet. As far as I am concerned, the 'baby room' is still an office cum store room with baby stuff piling up. Since I will be on MC the whole week before the baby arrives, I will try to make good use of the one week or 8 days I have.

Am I excited? Yes, I am! But the fear of cutting the skin, uterus and placenta and the pain after the labor is worrying. There are so many other things to worry cross my mind every moment. So many until, I decided to, stop thinking about it, stop want to know about anything... I don't want to know how the operation procedure goes, or what do they do right after the baby is born, or how my tummy will look like after the labor, etc. etc... Let's just concentrate to get the urgent important stuff ready, i.e. the baby stuff, baby room, my hospital bag, cut my hair, buy more DVDs and books to read when I am bored (if I have time to feel bored), my wish list of baby items, .... hmm... that's plenty to do in 8 days starting tomorrow.

Already overwhelmed.

Ahh.... Let's countdown towards a brand new chapter in my life.